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What About Henry and Zhou Mi pt.2

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We stopped at Subway, ordered some sandwiches, and then sat down at a table. "Are you feeling okay?" Sunny asked me.

"Why do you say that?" I answered.

"You seem upset." She said, "Hankyung leaving the group doesn't mean it's the end of the world."

"I know." I said, "But you should've seen the look on Zhou Mi's face. I'm really worried about him and Henry. What's going to happen to them if the group is gone for good?"

Sunny looked away from me without responding. She just started eating her sandwich.  Yaewoon said, "Nothing bad is going to happen, trust me. We're not even sure if they're going to get rid of Super Junior M completely." I sighed and she rolled her eyes, "Just don't worry about it, okay? Zhou Mi and Henry are going to be fine."

I just agreed with her and finished my lunch. Then I headed home before it got too late. It felt weird to be back at my own house. I haven't been there since I first moved in the SHINee complex. Eventually, I moved out because of what happened between Minho and me. It's difficult to even think about that situation. I just like to move on and learn to forget, even if it's hard.

The doorbell rang around the time I was getting ready to eat dinner. It was weird, though. I hadn't expected any visitors. I saw that it was Kyuhyun and hesitated to open the door. I was sure that he didn't want to see me. Maybe that was the reason why he wasn't at the meeting or even at the concert. I opened the door slowly and noticed that he didn't look too good. He looked like he hadn't slept for days. Even so, I still thought he was strikingly handsome in the oddest of ways, but then I remembered that he upset me. "What do you want?" I snapped.

"The hyungs told me I wasn't allowed to practice with them unless I got this whole thing straightened out with you." He said.

"What thing are you talking about? I was pretty sure that you made it clear with me that you didn't want to see me ever again." I was so close to slamming the door in his face.

"Listen, whatever I said I didn't mean it."

"Yeah, well, I don't believe you!"

I started to close the door and he held it open. "Wait," He said in a soft tone, "Just let me come in. Please?" He sounded sorrowful.

Seeing him like that hit the soft spot in my heart and I allowed him to come inside. Areu saw him come in and greeted him with doggy sniffs. He looked down at her and smiled.

"So what's this thing that you need to straighten out with me? Did you all of a sudden change your mind about hating me, or did you come here just because your hyungs told you to?" I was trying my best to win in an argument I wasn't quite sure we were having, and it made me feel a bit stupid.

"Well, yeah, they told me to come here." He said, "But that's not why I'm really here. I wanted to apologize for all the mean things I've said to you before."
I looked up at him. He had a little smirk on his face as if he expected me to smile at him or something. It was just his way of getting me to forgive him. It wasn't working just yet. "It's kind of hard to forgive you for what you did to me. That hurt like hell, you know."

His smirk quickly turned into a frown. "You don't think I'm beating myself up for it? I already know how much I hurt you. Please don't make this more difficult for me."

I walked past him and sat down on the floor by the dining table. I didn't say anything else to him.

"What am I supposed to do to make you forgive me?" He sat down next to me and I looked away from him. "Am I supposed to pour my heart out to you or something? You know, I'm only one man."

"No," I finally said, "I know. It's just that…" I hesitated to speak, "You don't know how I feel."

"You shouldn't say that," He said, "I do know how you feel. I know that you're hurt, but I want to take it all back."

"That's not what I mean. I meant that you don't know how I feel," I took a deep breath in and out, "about you."

Kyuhyun had a surprised look on his face, "Oh?" He questioned. "I don't?"

I looked at him and immediately felt my face go numb. Maybe I wasn't supposed to say what I just said. "You don't know," I responded. This was going to be the moment where I said everything I've kept in for so long, I could feel it. "I've always had feelings for you, and you were always pushing me away. I know you didn't like me, but you could've just told me to my face. You have no idea what that's like, do you?"

He just chuckled a bit and then he said, "I might not. But I'm sure Eunhyuk does."

"That's not what this is about, it's about," I stopped mid-sentence and realized what he meant. Eunhyuk always liked me and I lead him on without telling him that I didn't feel the same way. Now I'm paying the price for what I did. "Now I see." Kyuhyun nodded at my realization. "I guess I'm the real culprit here."

"Maybe next time, you should consider other people's feelings first rather than worrying about your own." Kyuhyun suggested.

A small tear came running down my cheek. "You're right."

Kyuhyun took a napkin and wiped my tear away. "Well, if you're ready to forgive me and move on, I think there's a bigger situation that you need to straighten out. Am I right?"

He smiled at me again, and this time I smiled back. "Okay. I forgive you."

"Good," he said, "I'm going to have to go back to that concert now." He got up and went to the door, and I followed him. Just before he went out the door he said, "And one more thing, I don't hate you. You're actually a great person." I smiled at this. "Once you get that problem solved with Eunhyuk, you can give me a call later, alright?"

"Okay," I replied.

"See ya!" He shouted, and then he left.

I closed the door and turned around with my back to it. I said to myself, "Some day." And of course I knew what I meant by that. Just then I grabbed my coat and hat and warmed up my car. I was ready to go to the Suju dorms to apologize to Eunhyuk.
Yay part 2.
I honestly don't know where I'm going with this. I tend to go off topic a lot, but don't worry, I'm getting back on topic xD
I just needed a bit of Kyuhyun.
You're getting Eunhyuk next and some Zhou Mi/Henry. Blaahhh
I just wanna have fun while I'm writing.
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Phoenixofdarkness62's avatar
This clears up a little bit more what perspective you're writing from... but I'm still not sure who it is. xD That's probably more my fault then yours, but I figured I should point it out anyway. Yay Zhou Mi~~ :la: I await your next update. :)